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Mind-Blowing Stories~ Departed Loved Ones, Past-Life Connections, Life with Guides and Angels


Zahir means “helper and supporter”.

How could someone with that name, who is clearly here to help and support in some way, leave his little body at two years of age? How could a child, so bright and happy, come into this world on his Grandmother's birthday and make his departure on his mother's birthday.

Whitney called me, based on a referral that she cannot now recall. She read through my website and something resonated within her and she felt encouraged to make an appointment. When we got on Facetime, I was struck by how beautiful she was, not just physically, yet energetically. Something about her radiated. Before we began she asked if I could connect with someone who had passed, her son, "Is that something you can do?" I said I could and she continued and said, "Even if he is two?" I said, "Wow. I hate that for you. And all we can do is try. I will try to connect with whomever you want- we will throw it out there and trust in the divine." She smiled and said, Ok. Thank you."

It is my practice with the Akashic Records to read a prayer out loud and then take a few moments in silence to "connect". I had barely finished the prayer when I sensed this joyful and playful energy already coming through. There was no doubt in my mind it was Zahir. He was like a dragonfly- flying all around, up and down and back and forth and faster than I could follow. He was beyond excited to connect with his mom. It was uplifting energy that was infectious. He was immediately conveying how much he loved her; how he was still here; how grateful he was for her; and more significantly, how fast he was coming back. He said, "Mama, I am coming back. I am coming back. I won't be gone long. I am right here. I won't be gone long at all." He told me that he just needed a better body. I asked her how he passed and she told me it was an asthmatic attack. She was taking him to the ER and he passed on the way there in his car seat. While in the car, at a stoplight, a dragonfly had landed on the hood.

He indicated there were other issues besides asthma. So I asked Whitney what else was he dealing with physically. She said he had all kinds of problems, one of the main ones being a type of eczema that causes the skin to unfortunately, regularly and consistently, crack and bleed. He had eczema that turned into “steroid induced eczema” from the topical steroid creams he was given, which is now known as TSW (topical steroid withdrawal) when you come off of them. Simply put, there was no relief. She said it was terribly painful for him and despite his happy nature, he was often miserable.

He also told me that he didn't want her first child, her first time to be a mom, to be so burdened with his physical issues. She confirmed that he was her first child. He then began repeating that he was coming back, that he was right here. He said, "I am on the way!"

He was so insistent that I said to Whitney, "I don't know if you are trying to have another child yet, or if you even want to think about it, yet he is adamant that he is on the way. He just keeps repeating I am coming back. I won't be gone long." Whitney smiled and held her phone back so that I could see more than just her face. As soon as I saw, she laughed and said, "I am pregnant now." I think I literally squealed out loud!

This session was packed with revelations. He told her how she would recognize him- by his smiles and things he liked and didn't like from baby food to music. I understood he will want to be a boy again, yet I must confess, I am not great at determining sexes. I said that if he does in fact come back as a girl, then he really wanted a whole body change. She found out September 1st and we have a session coming up soon, so I will keep you all posted when I know. He told her this experience would be important for her and the work she is doing here and would be doing. He said one day it will make sense. She will help other mothers. He also said his birth would be easier and different this time. Without going into detail, Whitney validated all of this. Before it was a C-section in the hospital, this time it will be at home with a doula, or mid-wife, and family.

One funny piece towards the end of our call that really struck me was that Whitney asked the significance of 222. I was stunned for a moment because that is MY number! That is how my Dad shows up. 222 was a number important me in many ways for many years and when my Dad passed, he did so at 2:22pm. My whole family now associates that with my Dad. I thought WOW, our connection was really meant to be! I wondered if my Dad helped her find me? Maybe he met Zahir somehow and together they made this happen? Who knows, but for sure our meeting is part of the story. I told her of my story with 222 and she said that February, 2, 2023 (2/2/2023) is his due date. I actually think he will hit it too!

As Zahir said, one day this will all make sense. His short time on earth was on purpose. Dates for him are clearly significant. Zahir was and is clearly a helper and supporter already and there is clearly so much more for him to do in non-physical! There is definitely something bigger going on here that only the continued unfolding of this journey will reveal. I cannot emphasize enough that our departed loved ones are still here and around us. They are still very involved with us and they meddle meddle meddle. As the Guides often say within the Akashic Records, "more to be revealed"....

Trina and Trent

I met Trina a few years ago and we have had sessions once or twice or more a year. Trina's Dad had passed by the time we met and that was one of her reasons for contacting me. Her Dad came right through, much like Zahir, and he pretty much said that he is living her house with her and Trent. He showed me the house, where he likes to hang, what he does while he is there. Sometimes, when they are away, he has parties even. He is a hoot! He even gave me a name or two of who he invites over. Her mom, his beloved, also lives with them in the apartment attached to their home. This just gives him even more incentive to stay close.

A year ago, he came through and one of the things he showed me was her pantry for some reason. He showed me peanut butter. She said he LOVED peanut butter. Then he showed me marshmallows, big bags of giant ones. She had no idea what that might mean except to have stuff to make Smores when people gathered for the holidays. Sometimes things that come through seem really random and we just toss them off as who knows, maybe it will make sense one day why he showed that. I had completely forgotten about it.

Trina and I have had several sessions since then and there has been no other mention of pantry items. When we spoke recently she mentioned that when her Dad was dying, he was trying to say something to her husband Trent. She wanted to know if he could say it now because they weren't able to understand then. He told me it was very important that he tell Trent to look after his girls. Trina said, he did in fact communicate that already. So I pressed on with her Dad to see what else that didn't make it out. He told me he wanted them to take a trip, at least her, but he wanted Trent to go too if possible. He said Scotland then Ireland and then he went back and forth. I honestly couldn't tell between the two, yet was leaning towards Ireland -probably because they are so close. She told me her Dad's ancestry is over that way and she was already looking into it. So his last words made sense to her.

Towards the end of the session she asked if there was a past-life that her Guides wanted to show her. These are always fun to look at and take some time to come through. For me it is like watching a movie begin to unfold. In this case with Trina, ironically, I was taken to Ireland. Again I told her, it could be either, but feels more like Ireland. I saw her in a small cottage made of stone on a fair amount of land, no neighboring house. She was older, longer hair, kind of unkept, wind-blown. She was wearing a dress with an apron that had pockets. She lived out of the village and was known for her 'magic' so-to-speak. The villagers would come to her to buy pouches for money, farming, love, good luck, etc. These pouches contained stones, herbs, oils, etc. She was seen as a good witch and people always left her with joy and hope in their hearts. Trina asked if she was alone in this life. Her guides showed me that she had a husband who tended the garden of vegetables and herbs. He would also drive to the village and sell them. He died however and at this point she was alone. I told her I didn't think this was Trent.

Then the guides showed another man who had frequented her cottage over the years to buy pouches, although he mostly came because he was in love with her. Out of deep respect he never indicated such. After her husband died, he came more often and began tending the gardens. I told her this is Trent. Then I told her that he loved to take her on picnics over at the cliffs, looking out at the sea. She exclaimed how much she absolutely LOVES picnics today. I told her they ended up together and lived happily through old age.

As we were winding up the call, her Dad chimed back in. I told Trina, "Your Dad is telling me the name Lucas. Maybe that was Trent's name in that lifetime? It is something like Lucas, Lucius, Lucan, Luke, I have no idea." Then I said, "Oh, wait! He is also saying Guinness." I asked her if her Dad or Trent liked that beer? We both recognized this has to be Ireland. Again, with her Dad, things are sometimes seemingly random. We figured he was confirming Ireland for us, not Scotland. With that, we ended our session.

Later that evening I got a message from Trina. She had been doing some research....

First, note how close Ireland and Scotland are: